Selected by the Alien Scientist by Ashlyn Hawkes

Author:Ashlyn Hawkes [Hawkes, Ashlyn]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2019-08-14T16:00:00+00:00

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Dariox

The way she reacted to me afterward leaves me puzzled, but all I can think about is how I almost called her Rane. If I had, I'm sure we would have been finished. The thing is, I wasn't even thinking about my wife!

My dead wife.

Why can't I be just like the others and have moved on a long time ago?

If I had been like the others, I would've remarried and most likely lost my second wife to the Grots. That's hardly a consolation.

Do I want Johanna to be my next wife? I do, but I can tell she's reluctant. Why? Because I'm a Novan? Because she wants children and she doesn't think we can? Because I hurt her? Even when she cried out when we fucked, she hadn't cried out in pain. I don't think I hurt her, but maybe I did.

Just thinking about fucking Johanna has my cock stirring. The idea of a cock ring and feeling vibrations as I enter Johanna has me reaching for my cock. I stroke and stroke, picturing Johanna, taking her standing up this time, her back against the wall, leg raised so I can touch her. I would grip her ass as I pound into her. She orgasmed the hardest when I touched her mound, and if we're face to face, I won't be able to reach between us. I would have to pin her against the wall, her back to my chest, my hand on her mound, and then I imagine taking her from behind with her bent over the bed. I want to slap her ass, to touch her everywhere, to make her juices squirt out of her again and again.

I gasp as my balls tighten and rise up closer to my body. The tension is building, and I cross over, giving in. My ejaculate sprays everywhere, and I exhale, my heart racing. Almost immediately, I come down from my high and feel terrible. I wish I hadn't wasted my sperm, that I had saved it for Johanna.

Because I want to get Johanna pregnant.

I want to have babies with her.

I want her.

So why do my thoughts turn back to Rane? To Nathly? I don't want to replace either of them. They will always be a part of me.

And a part of me also feels as if I should've died with them. I was supposed to go with them on the trip, and I hadn't. I'm a scientist, not a mechanic, but what if I could've done something to fix the spaceship? What if I could have saved them and the others

They still would've died, though. The Grots would've seen to that, but I feel as if I killed them. It's my fault. If I couldn't have saved them, I should've died with them.

Guilt, the chip explains.

I know that. I know what the emotion is. It's not something most Novans feel, or if they do, they hide it well.

How can I move past this? How can I move on? Because if I don't, I know I'll end up hurting Johanna.

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